how do you know if its bad?
Posted on August 29th, 2010
For a long time now, i have been going though alot of things.I really dont no what to do anymore i need a solution.Ive always felt a presence with me all the time.And im not sure if its bad or good.I have a feeling that it is bad by the fear that i feel all the time.iIl never feel happy.:[And the weird thing is that when im home is mainly when i feel mad and angry.I’ll be happy and laughing at school,but write when i get home i feel so mad!And i say things,really bad things& mean things to my mother and family i regret it later,but i dont wanna be like this anymore.i now its not me cause i wasnt like this before.Before we moved here.When i feel the presence i cant brethe well, i also feel like im not me,and it scares me.the only way it calms down is by sitting next to my mother.but well i go to my mother i feel it write behind me following me,when im laying down i feel it next to me,next to my ear.Sometimes i feel alot of pressure and it hurts my heart sometimes i cry cause im so tired of feeling this,my familly doesnt take me serious,they say it all in my mind.I try to make myself belive that but i no its not!!
This is what has happend to me besides what i have already wrote.
a couple of months ago,i was asleep,and i was dreaming a wired dream about a little girl.and i guess the little girl was scared and so i layed her down on my cheast and hugged her and told her to breath how i brethe,all of he sudden i wake up in my room i & i pray everynight begging god to help me sleep well and keep all bad thing away form me and my familly.
i got to go cant finish but ill post up snother finishing what i have to say
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One Response to “how do you know if its bad?”
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munchyblonde77 Says:
August 29th, 2010 at 10:09 pmhey
that sounds horrible
and you sound like a good person deep down because ur trying to change this and ur realise somethings wrong
write in a letter what you’ve wrote to us and ask your family for help
give it to the person you trust most and then leave them to read it.
you need to make sure its serious so they believe you
they mite not realise the full extent of it.
but there is something wrong and maybe going to a specialist or sum1 with your family as support mite help you.
best of luck
email me if you wana chat.
